21 jan 2010 00:06 hrs

Hey ppl ....m on my bed couched under my blanket....i knw its late m not able to sleep dun knw why....soo here i am bloggin frm my phone....firstly let me describe my state my room s all dark my phone s light is the only ligght here.... One bad bad mosquito s troubling me frm the last 2 hrs ....guess i hav schweeeet bloood ...reminds me of dracula s .... God knws wht blood dey like ...i hope its not sweet :-).....Mj 's Thrillers playing on my phone .... Nice timing ...my hand and arms r itching badly bah stupid mosquito....well lying down in darkness im constantly having a feeling ....has it ever occured to anyone ....dat right now no matter wht u doin someone s observing u ....lying beside u lookin at u can b anyone or anythin ohh my hmm it s spooky.... WELL thts bad really bad let that someone look lie beside u why fear... Fear is our worst enemy ....we start to imagine things ... Far causes soo soo much damage ... But its not easy to abruptly stop fearing ....it ll take time der s no bigger evil dan fear....der r ways we can follow to avoid fear.... I ve been tryin frm many days ...hopefully il find something to share ....till den keep fears away ....our worst enemy....also i dun knw if i can say bye to fear right now but i want to say bye for now.....my eyes r hurting....il try to sleeep cya....take care my love to alll good night sweet and naughty dreams....ks :-)